I am useless.
I am dispensable.
I am nothing.

Which means. My involvement in everything that I do actually doesnt matter if I werent there. How nice. Be it a meal, a work, a hangout, a project or a conversation.

People always asks me what I want and if I want. But no it doesnt work that way. If I even mattered, you would want me instead so much so that I dont even need to make a choice.

In conclusion, I am just an arrogant bastard. And a social failure too.