一厢情愿 basically means that someone's blind, naïve, stupid and gg fail kenna friendzoned by someone who cruelly rejects a persistent 1-sided love. It's pretty sad isn't it? And as the meme says, let's have a moment of silence for our comrades in the 一厢情愿. :3 Ohhohhohh and I think of you. Your story was sad really. ;-; I guess I can empathize with that feeling. :/