Alright. So let me see what exactly happened for my piano exam today.

1. I was later than 30 minutes earlier and arrived only 5 minutes before going for the exam. =w=
2. I had time to breathe at least. But no time to calm down and think rationally.
3. I don't remember how grade 3 was like but I don't remember it being so rushed. Today's exam was horribly rushed. I'm suspecting it's only because of this examiner.
4. I almost had no serious mistake in scales but chromatic damn! Of all sorts of scales, I wouldn't expect chromatic to be the one to fail pffttt. -.-
5. Life decides to troll me by making me happy at the start with my Baroque/classical piece. The piece that I was worried for the most, there were no serious mistakes (Or was it cause my expectations were low? Hmphhhh). And then I see myself screwing up the songs that I usually perform better. My jazz omg I wanna cry right now. My romantic piece had some hiccups too. ;-;
6. My sight reading was surprising an easy piece with 1 flat and easy coordination. Thought I could have done better with an easy piece but mehhh. Still better than usual.
7. Then life decides to screw me over by giving me a tough oral. I can't even hear the melody for singing well. D:
8. So basically as I have realized, for every section, I screwed up at the usually better parts and I did surprisingly confidently for the presumably tougher parts. X.X Which is something which blew my mind and distracted me for like the 2nd half of the examination.
9. In conclusion, I'm praying for a pass. Only. Or was it called merit? Ahhhh whatever you get my point.
10. More importantly, TIME TO GO BACK TO RHYTHM AND RAG HELLL YEAHHHHHHH.